wasted my life?

How much time have I wasted

Being Afraid?

Afraid of people

And to go out

Confidence so low

That without a doubt

I was ill, so ill

That I could not see

The world that was meant

For me

But yet how can I now live

With so much regret?

I must look on

And not look back

For I do now have

My life back

And even more

I can now write

As I am now
In the light

I am not mad

Nor insane

I trust myself

And I have gained

So much insight

A brighter light

Than before

And so I can

Do so much more

With my life

So I need not regret

Anymore.

Catrina Jones.

I am alive!

I am alive
To live
Make my mistakes
I am alive
To fix them too
There are many
Who die
Don't get this chance
Make things better
Like you
So start today
Work and play
Say sorry if you
Have to
Don't die
With regret
For what you
Didn't do
Or cry
For not being alive
Now is your time to
Make the most
Live in the light
And thrive
Our end here
Will soon come
We wont feel
The same
Now is the time
To be alive
Leave go
Of any pain.

Catrina Jones.

Dark secret

Dark secret

I didn't know it was wrong
I was too young
You knew it was wrong
It felt good
And soon
You could not stop
You carried on
Playing with my feelings
Playing with my soul
Playing with me
Hurting, breaking, holding
Me hostage
My whole life through
But now I am strong
Stronger than you
Pain and hurt
Hatred and anger
Guilt and shame
You can take it back
It belongs to you!

Catrina Jones

Kween Catrina!

A kween
From the Carribean
Is who I am
Roots
Stronger 
Than you know
Yes I am white
But here for a fight
You, who don't know
My soul
Yes, I have suffered
And I still do
More is yet to come
But I am here
Just like you
Will still be here
When all is done
I am blessed
By the Carribean
The way, the life
The sunlight
Just like you
This is how it will be
For me
Forever happy
Thanks to the Carribean :-)

Catrina Jones.

Some of my published poetry

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My time has come to leave again
Don’t cry my baby girl
So much has been achieved
In such little time
Reparation and peace
Is what you now have
Gifts from your home
To take with you
Around the world
Follow your dreams

Don’t ever be afraid
I am always with you
Anguillas breeze
Whispered to me
All is well
And will be well
Trust in God
That he has a plan
For you to come back
And be one

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