wasted my life?

How much time have I wasted

Being Afraid?

Afraid of people

And to go out

Confidence so low

That without a doubt

I was ill, so ill

That I could not see

The world that was meant

For me

But yet how can I now live

With so much regret?

I must look on

And not look back

For I do now have

My life back

And even more

I can now write

As I am now
In the light

I am not mad

Nor insane

I trust myself

And I have gained

So much insight

A brighter light

Than before

And so I can

Do so much more

With my life

So I need not regret

Anymore.

Catrina Jones.